Last Nite

LAst nite i sthe nite when i wont forget it forever..when u need some help from the person who u called friend but..they just ignore u ..then the moment u will understand my feeling...yesterday i supose can go bek at 7.30pm sumthing...i like heavy rain...and i called help from my friend..but a lot of excuse was given to me..haha..finally i noe...what is the real meaning of true friend...haiz..then i need to wait for 2 hours so the stupid rain getting smaller lah...then i walk to bukit bintang monorial..along the road...the rain had wake me up...actually in this world..nothing is important then urself.when u need hel.there have nobody willing to help u..along the way to monorial..i saw some begger...sometime..i jealous with those begger..at least got ppl wiling to help them..to kesian them...even choi them but me?i have who to care me..if 1 day i sick then die oso nobody will notice bout this..who will waste their precious time just for a person who consider as RUBBISH in their eye..
yea..i am a negative thinking person.!! but cant blame me...since small i havent try to enjoy my life...since small i need to take care of many thing...who will understand...nobody...as i said..the person who care me.love me...ady leave me alone in this lonely world....i wish..she can bring me gether 1 day..i dunwan stay alone...seriously dunwan...

haiz....miss some1...seriously miss her so much..

Actually u dunwan choi me or even dunwan friend with me..i oso nevermind ady..coz i ady saw throught the g heart...there will never ever have a space for a girl UGLY and FAT like me in ur heart..thankyou...