Wondering who is him rite?suddenly appear his name in my blog blog...i just now view his profile..it like 2 years didnt saw him since we break at september 2009 something ba~
everything start at MSN...haha then met at sch library..tehn jusco..actually we oso have some sweet memory instead of some..ou noe..bad memory..i stil remember..the moment where his warm hand hold my hand..the warm feeling...i seriously will never ever forget becoz he is my 1st Love..but i oso will never ever forget when his warm hand turn to the hand which slap on my face twice..i will never ever let any guy slap..YOu will be the 1st and the last one.. Sometime i wondering...i really not suit to become a gf to any guy izzit? no matter how hard i try..i alwasy like the 1 who will get hurt the most.Still remember..when..the moment he wan break with me..i didnt care anything then come back to KL and that moment..my grandma just passed aways for few week..when i called and said..if i kill myself..what he will feel..and he just answering...IT NON OF MY BUSINESS...haha that time i am still holding the knife and put at my waist..when heard that...a blood a drop by drop at the floor..luckly nothing happen...
why i suddenly mention this...becoz it becoz..i always remind myself...no matter how hard u try...u try to win the guy that ur like..if u are not leng lui..u will given a shit by them..i had experience it twice..1 by 1 guy reject...at 1st..i ady try not to step inside the cruel world..but..it still fail..but the thing still happen...i will never ever can come out from the cruel world..
hahahaahahahahahahaha i am so useless rite..this is my world..
No comments:
Post a Comment