Complicated..

suddenly.....i feel i am not interest in hotel management.....wat make this happen....haiz...a DREAM which follow me for 7 years.........suddenlly make me feel tired to continue it....actually what is happening...izzit i really not suit in this industry.........haiz..nobody can help solve this...i must solve it by myself....i duno wat am i thinking about.....i miss the life which full with some busy city sound.....car hon....ppl mumbling ...ppl shouting..but....i duno...if i continue ....my mum oso wont let me continue it...
actually wat am i thinking bout....so fan aaaaaaaaaa........i miss KL so much..i miss him so much..........haiz..actually who do i miss?? ROY?..duno lah..he oso long time no find me d...he seem like so busy..talking bout love...haiz..another thing to fan..actually what is love har...i feel like .....i didnt deserve to have a guy like kiat..he too good and i.................i just a girl who already lost the direction...i even duno wat am i should do next?i just wan to enjoy my life with a SMile...a simple SMile will do it....last time ..i have a great great love story..hahha izzit? suck lah...since when i fall in love i oso duno...haiz....so fan aaaaaaaa................WHATY SHOULD I DO....can somebody tel me.....

Roy aaaaaa.........where are u a......haiz.....do u noe,....i miss u so much aaaaaaa................haiz......suck lah weh...can i have a new life..suddenly wish i have a cancer.....NAh..kena toto meh..u think so easy meh..if so easy a.....it ady happen lah..no nid to wait and wish at here....izzit stupid...yes i admit...i am so stupid....20 years but...still like a unmature ppl,,,when just can i grow up...when?haiz.....duno lah.....just be natural......