Wat can i say???

paiseh har..last nite too tired to continue my blog...actually i duno wat i wan leh...i wish to have somebody to love me...and now i ady have 1..when receive his flower i feel so happy but....i not feel like i am in love with him leh.....i suddenly feel like my life being control by some LOCK.....i miss my single life...i dun wish to stay forever with him but i scare i will hurt him...wat should i do....i suddnly become blur...haiz..dunwan think too much..just be natural lah....sienx ady..2day i go clean my GM house....wah....if my life can change 1 day....i wish i can be more richer than him....i will prove to myself that...PEYLENE oso can become a successful ppl...i need to scarified many thing if i need to success...my time...family and friend...coz i dun have more time to company them..last time i choose hotel becoz it really a part of my minat and other reason i choose becoz...i no need go bek offence to face with my mum....but i will miss my grabdpa and brother sister....haiz....blur aaa..........in the hotel i become other ppl.....in reality i become other ppl....when i just become myself back...haiz.....