Complicated life

Recently many thing keep happening.......

Satursday....I suppose to work but...becoz of some reason..i CANT work..i scolded a junior...Actually after i release all my anger...i felt nth ady...but at the end..he come fire up my anger..so what can i do....FIGHT lor...need to wait for some period so that i can cool down my anger.....2day went to KLCC for part time job...haiz..same thing happen..but luckly i managed to finish my job and get the payment...hehe..so nice.. wah,...since june 2011 i didnt tocuh the banquest part..last time when to westin also do the coffee break...my hand shaking and make my guest wondering i still can continue ornot...but luckly have this kakak or should i call her or him abang help me...thankyou yea....1st time saw my guest show the emotion ~.~ and keep aiyo....adui...sorry lah i didnt work for such long time....paiseh.....2day actually not very hard lah...i serve dao quite enjoy if my hand not shaking...hehe...my 1st time working with him....

haha...come come story time....
Recently he got like talking to me..at least not cool like last time...actually i more prefer like now...hehe...SERIOUSLY I DIDNT FEEL ANYTHING TOWARDS HIM..nah...for me....relationship not important as money and career....i wan to find "A MAN" not "A BOYFRIEND" there have big different between 2 of this... A MAN who can protect u...love u care u..no matter what happen..but a boyfriend...nah the relationship oso not stable...i dunwan like last time d..some ppl said i have HIGH REQUEST....but...this is normal...becoz as a girl..we dunwan later our future become so dark....i founf that..he is not the guy who can giv me a protection also....so decided to forget him.......dunwan think of him ady..wasting my time.....my energy and everything....hehe...thankyou for hurting me..

CASH
CAR
CREDIT CARD
CONDOMINIUM
CAREER
CARE

for me..all this important............
this is me.....