Sorry

对不起哦，如果不是我亲爱的dear婷跟我讲，我都不知道原来我忽略你这么久了，我用回英文写哈。。。
Sorry for abondend u so long time...Recently there have alot of thing happen on me but i duno how to write out at here..Actually i duno how to face tml and the next day..for sure is not about the guy in my class ady..for me,he now just a normal friend but still important in my heart..last few day..my house keep happen something bad..mum and grandpa argue becoz of my CB sis -sorry for the rude word..but i seriously cant stand of my sis perangai..she is so suck..why i will have this kind of sister..haiz..it fate..i wish now i at home..althougt kena my mum mumble but at least there is the most warm place i had ever been be4..2day called dad and wish him happy father day..i noe..althought he didnt say anything...but i can feel that he is touched by me...

我想对你说：

阿嘛:虽然你离开了两年，但你永远都还在我的心里。虽然我好不舍得你，但你离开了也是一种好事。你不用在受苦了，以前你整天都吵说活的很辛苦，几时老天才肯让你走。。有时我听了也会很伤心，不过，我知道你是舍不得我们。你在上面还好吗？有照时间吃东西吗？等又肚子痛。记得不要喝冰水啊。T.T我好想念你哦。对不起

阿公：对不起啦，我不孝。我有时候不是故意要骂你，可是你真的太疼。芳了。她真的做错事。。还有你每天都说要搬出去住。没有人疼你。我知道，阿嘛走了，让你很不开心。但，你还有我。我会疼你的。我真的会疼你的。你可以不要在离开我吗？这世界上除了你，我没有人可以靠了，我没有肩膀可以讲心事，没有人会疼我了。如果连你也走了，我怎么办？我以后要牵谁的手，我以后要煮煎蛋给谁吃。我以后要找谁聊天。

（十九年了。i had live with my grandma for 19 years...19 years mean alot to me..nobody care me,love me,like my grandparent...nobody understand me well like them,nobody really noe what i wan except of them...i miss them so much.

I never wish to have a rich family be4..i just wish to have a normal family..i wan my mum normal.i dunwan she like a patient...i hate to see her always went to mental hospital to take medicine to control her emotion.i hate to have this kind of family..but what can i do.it ady fate...

End of my Family problem....

"Friend"and"Love"

i just have few friend who seriously can talk with..izzit? maybe ba? i think..no comment..who is my true friend?who is the friend that will betray me?i have no idea...what can i do is...treat ppl good and with true heart.coz i duno like enemy..the reason i dun like enemy...this must said thank to my grandma...to those my enemy..u guys should thank to my grandma ..from the moment she was push into the big place to burn....in my heart..my grandma ady left me..if i still stuborn and like to angery ppl or small gas to other ppl..ppl will leave me like she does..i duno like the feeling when kena tinggal alone..that why i make a decision.i dun wan angry ppl..i dunwan hate ppl..biar lah wat they do to me..i jsut need to sabar...very sabar..

but sometime kesabaran oso will explose...i scold a waitress in jusco wangsa maju kfc..this is why...haha a long story...i went to jusco kfc with my roomate and friend..and i had ordered a ole pocketful...she ask me wait and she will send...u noe wat..i wait till 45 minutes and i felt pek chek..when i went to counter ask..she said dun have this number d order..is the stuff at there take wrong plat number..becoz my friend order d french fried kena wait..so there have 2 plat number..the stuff didnt check and take worng..i damn angry and i open mouth scold ppl...haiz....but i said sorry to her...wahlao..not my fault nvm lah...i wont go there for next time....haiz......

actually i still have alot havent write down..but i felt..it no use oso..coz nobody can help me....and I MISS HIM SO MUCH......何先生。。。