I START TO HATE THE PPL SURROUNDING ME....MY FRIEND ....FAMILY GIVING A TENSION WHICH I CANT CONTROL BY MYSELF...I DUNO WHY...WHEN ENTER THE CLASS..I FEEL LIKE THE WORLD IS NOT BELONG TO ME ANYMORE...MAYBE I ADY USED TO BE ALONE SINCE WHN I IN MY INDUSTRY TRAINING I OSO ALONE....THEN NOW WHEN I BEK TO SCH I HOPE TO GET SOMETHING SPECIAL SUCH AS A BUNCH OF FRIEND SURROUNDING ME...OR A GROUP OF HOSTEL KAKI OR WATEVER..BUT ALL I EXPECTED ALL GONE....SAME AS USUAL..I AM STILL LONELY.....HAIZ....I REALLY cANT UNDERSTAND or accept PPL ADY CHANGE....H1...WHICH I NOE SINCE 1 YEAR...MAYBE I NOT ALWAYS JOIN THEM....THEN THE RELATIONSHIP OSO CHANGE...CARMEN,PEI LIN,SOON, YEAP,POH SAN,MAD,MONG MONG,CHIN,SHUAN YEE.SHI YUAN,SALMON,VINCENT,MING YEET,ZHI HAO,LENG KIAT,DORIS.THIS ARE THE NAME WHICH I ALWAYS HANG BESIDE MY MOUTH..WHO GO LAUGH AND SMILE...BUT NOW....ALL BECOME ASH.....THEY OSO CHANGE ADY....I DUNO HOW TO FACE THEM ALL...I STARTED FEEL LIKE I AM A STARNGER TO THEM...EVEN SOMETIME SEEMNEE I OSO DUNO HOW TO FACE HER.....I SIENZ ADY......MEANWHILE H4...A NEW ENVIRONMENT FOR ME....THIS CLASS...I DUNO HOW TO JOIN THEM HONESTLY....SKY,XX,JONHSON,FELICIA....LAST TIME BE4 TRAINING I GOT JOIN THEM..BUT NOW....FEEL LIKE....I DUNO HOW TO DESCRIBE....MEANWHILE I REALLY WISH CAN JOIN THE HOSTEL KAKI...AND OTHER PPL.....I ALWAYS THINK FOR NEGATIVE SIDE...THE MOST OBVIOUS IS.....----I ALWAYS THOUGHT THE REASON I CANT JOIN WITH ALL OF THEM BECOZ....I SO "ZHIBEI" in chinese..mean always compare myself to other ppl.....i am so ugly,fat tat why i lack of confidence..haiz.......i oso duno how to continue the other of college life....haiz....i shouldnt think like tat actually...just do wat i think it is rite...DUN CARE BOUT WAT OTHER THINK BOUT U...PROVE TO THEM IF THEY ARE WRONG ABOUT U....HAIZ....STRESS STRESS...1 MAKE LIN ANGRY (MAYBE) ACTUALLY I WAN TO LEH HIS BF NOE THAT SHE ADY CHANGE AND SHE REALLY LOVE HIM..BUT WAT I HAD DONE..I MAKE HIM MORE MISUNDERSTANDING..HAIZ...WHY AM I SO STUPID...WHILE MY MOTHER PART...I WAN TO DRINK ALCOHOLIC DRINK NOT BECOZ I AM A KAKI BAOTOL..I WAN NOE THE TASTE...PLS DUN TREAT ME LIKE 3 YEARS OLD KID CAN ORNOT......HAIZ...MY RELATIONSHIP PART...
YES I ADMIT JOHNSON I LIKE U SO!!!! THIS IS MY BLOG..IF I WROTE HERE HE OSO WONT SAW IT..I LIKE HIM GOT USE A....LAST TIME I LIKE A ROY...I TREAT HIM GOOD TILL SO OBVIOUS BUT AT THE END HE OSO CANT ACCEPT AND GIV ME A BUNCH OF STUPID REASON A..NOW I DIDNT SHOW OUT SO OBVIOUS TAT I LIKE JONHSON...I JUST TREAT HIM LIKE NORMAL FRIEND...BUT THIS FEW DAY..HE SEEM LIKE TAU SOMTHING..WAN COOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL WITH ME LOR....WATEVER LAH....LOVE GUY!!!!SHIT...ALL SHIT!!!!GUY ONLY OPEN EYE OR LENG LUI...NO MATTER HOW HARD U DO...HOW "XI XING"U TREAT THEM..THEY JUST WILL SAY..."SORRY,I DUNO HAVE FEELING WITH U!"GAO DIM...THEN CAN SIMPLY REJECT A GIRL ADY....BULLSHIT!!!!! DUN EVER BELEIVE IN GUY...I HATE MY STUPID IDIOT LIFE.....
SOME PPL ASK ME DUN THINK TOO MUCH AND THE MOST IMPORTANT IS DUN DO STUPID THING...
ACTUALLY I GOT THINK BE4 TO DO STUPID THING \D....I GERAM GERAM WAN JUMP FROM THE SCH BUILDING OR MY HOUSE....MY HOUSE IF JUMP OSO CAN DIE D....BUT...NO USE OSO..IF U DIE..THOSE PPL WILL SAD MEH..THEY WILL CLAP HAND AND SAY HOORAY/
( ABIG FAT PIG FINALLY GONE FROM THIS WORLD) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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