A boring day

~Wat a boring day for me....at hostel now...nth to do..wat do revision but dun have mood at all.sienz...my phone so diam diam......no ring at all...haiz...every1 is busy with their own thing...while i am bullshit-ing in my blog...wat a life...haiz...sometime..somehow...i feelt like i am a loser...lost to the god...wat should i do to make my life full with entertainment....wat a boring weekend...haiz...wan go out but lazy...if suddenly my phone ring~Lene,jom go out yam cha loh......wah...i will happy till fly up to the sky.....but unfortunatly...ghost will find me...life......full with up-down moment..when u r attactive...sure will have a lot of bee surrounded u..while when u r the smelly shit....ppl will go away from u...u must learn to become independent.....sienz...this wat we call life......haiz... so hard to believe that now i spending my time writing the blog....haha....
~i always dream to have a wonderful life...hahamy dream include:

1.my family become rich and my grandparent has a big farm which produce cheese(my favourite)
2.my parent always treat us good and always bring us to travel..
3.i have a bunch of best friend who always can chit chat and gosip around,a friend who wont harm me....wont say my bad thing....
4.a guy who really love me...sayang me...care me....treat me like princess...

haha but i noe all this just a dream.....a dream which wont WUJUD as malay ppl said in my life.....peylene stop dreaming and come back to reality

which is...ur fate to become a lonely person....without ur family....ur friend and a guy who love u...u will never ever found true love and true friend...........sad to say that,.....u just a loser.....
u lost to everything.....~~