LOVE

I WILL NEVER EVER FOUND A GUY WHO REALLY LOVE ME AND I OSO LOVE HIM....

why suddenly i write bout this since i long time didnt write bout it....i oso wondering why i have such a feeling..i alwsy saw a sweet couple holding each other hand and walking under the rain..waoooo it such a romantic screen...but....will it last
forever?i have my own happyness..i have a guy who love me more than i love him but i let him go becoz i love a guy who never will apperciate me....haha sound so funny and stupid...but i never regret bout that.....i just wan a happy ending story...i dunwan become like other ppl who fail in their relationship....i hunger of LOVE but..i will hunt for it.......i noe..the more i wish to have it...the more i will dissapointed bout this....1st....ERIC...i love him more than he love me..i take care him like a diamond in my heart...i pamper him with all of my love...i help him search work...early in morning i iron his shirt..i take care him with all my full heart but at the end..i was being paid by a scar at my wingkle.....a broken heart!!!!an embrrasing from my friend......2nd...desmond....althought it just a 3 month relationship...but i oso love him...but at the end wat i have,.... also just a busket of tear...ROY.....I OSO LOVE him..but wat i get...he told me that we not suit becoz i look more mature from him and asking me to find a better guy....CHEE KIAT....he love me..yes he did....but he too good....after have fobia with previous love i scare to treat the relationship with true love..i scare later it will end as last relationship..while me and him oso not suit....he too good.while i just a bullshit gf....haiz.....i really scare to fall in love.....HUNGER FOR LOVE...BUT I REALLY WONT HUNT IT ANYMORE....NO TRUE LOVE IN THIS WORLD.........U JUST CAN BELIEVE ON URSELF......I WONT BELIEVE ON LOVE ANYMORE.......


I WONT....