~5 more day to go..then i can go bek jor lur...but i duno i should feel happy or sad...as u all noe..me and my mum d gan qing not oso very close..we cant speak until 10 words sure will argue again...haiz...at home i sure will miss grandma...A ma...u at heaven still happy bo?GOT miss me this naughty grandauhter mah?i damn miss u so much o....ur cooking.....then i miss u when u scolding me...still remember when small small..i lazy writing..u sure will help me write..wakakaka...i admit i am lazy pig...haiz....it ady 1 year u leave us....REMEMBER AT HEAVEN MUST GUAI GUAI O....eat many many...u aaaaa...leave us oso becoz the stupid isiot gastrik....last time always argue with mum lah......u should not listen wat she say a....u oso noe mum style....why u wan leave me o...u noe....i dunwan study d can ornot...i dunwan stay at here alone a....A MA....Ling really really miss u a......i cant touch u jor...i cant always play with u....still remember..when yee always act tolol infront of u..u sure will laugh KAKAKAKAKAKAKA.....ur laugh.....ur smile...never eever will lost from our mind....after u go...Fang change alot...she like dun wan study jor.....she like lost controll...no1 care us.....no1 always cook for us...and the most important is no1 will listen to wat we all say......A MA...LING...YEE..FANG ..SIANG MISS u so so so so much......
~ i always act like siao po..no sad...never angry..never scold ppl unless u really make me very angry...this all becoz i learn from my grandma...grandma never scold ppl geh...she always diam diam,when the fucking relative come to bully her..wat she can do ..just shut up then respon them with a smile....
~i really feel so lonely...i need u...a ma.....i dunwan bek home without u....last time...after i finish sch...u sure will cook and wait us bek...u will ask us go bath aaaa......smelly leh!!!!! go eat lah..later hungry leh!!!!!go wash shirt...if not wait ur mum bek sure will scold again.......still remember...when u play hide and seek with fang...she cant find u....almost wan cry jor.....when u leave us...nbody dare cry ...u noe why....becoz if cry..u sure will noe we are sad...u wont go with happy...we noe u ady tired...u should enjoy a proper life..is me too stupid...i cant giv u a proper life....i can become like other ppl grandaughter..i useless...i am sorry ..A MA....i am sorry.......
~why u never appear in my dream?izzit u angry becoz i never listen to u....izzit becoz i am so naughty?i am sorry..and i miss u so much........i miss u so so much...
A MA COME BEK.........!!!!!!!!!!!!
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